2011年11月30日星期三

穷到我要走路去学校
落魄
之前真的花太多了
我是担心才会跑去,我不是神经大条,哈哈
可是很开心你们求救时会第一个打给我,可能只是偶然
兄弟和姐妹
以后我在jb有事,你们也要跑来知道吗?
女人的话,真的可以听?
之前说的,完全就和现实相反,幸好我没那么笨去听信
事实慢慢的粉粹某人给过某人的答应
既然你说了这个答案,就是在粉粹你之前说说的一切,所给的一切承诺
不要再傻了
清醒吧你,留给你值得珍惜的懂吗?
我挺你=)
没有东西可以从来,只能修补,尽量还原,就是这样,不可再强求
我想和你们聊心事,面对面的聊,你们几时才可以出来,我的好友们==
中学时那疯疯癫癫的日子,真的很怀念==

2011年11月29日星期二

Just behave like that
Dont afraid of me
Im easygoing
Do u get me?
Don pretending avoiding anymore
I can accept the reality
I hav made a choice,i don hav the right anymore
I just don qish to be stumbling block
Whoever u met,it suit u more than me or even others
Just go
One day,it will stil occured
People shoould learn to be accept,think widely
Learn to be content,and admit that u lose to other people
Stop blaming anymore,start changing
A sentences makes sense,It urs,will be urs,It not urs,how much effort u put also no use
Don blame to anyone,u are nt the one who monopoly others thnking and action
Don be selfish
It fate,don hesistate
We are good fren,just pure good fren,someday later when i've successfully grt u rid out of my heart
I noe i stand no chance,indeed and u should deserve for a better one
Just behave like what u reli are.don pretend anymore,get it?

2011年11月27日星期日

Failed again today.
A man shouldn't act like that,Idiot.
My birthday coming,i wish to have a wish,an only wish.
Will it comes true?someone help me to realise it?If can ,my Christmas wish oso will be the same,until the wish comes true
Contradiction
Does my action works? Or just make it more worst?
Did i helping ,or im just hurting myself ,and you?
Am i a stumbling block??????????????
I donnoe,highly chance is YES.

2011年11月23日星期三

Ur words
make me felt myself so bad
I cant admit that it reli my own problem
I never forget ur eyesight!
i donnoe whether u play wif me or u seriously
Bt i dislike ppl staring me,
especially u!
Maybe is myself think too much,but if u reli mean to stare me like tat way
Fine,i wont joke or even Hi with u anymore
November suck month
No money trouble many
I will try try try,and i need time time time.
Reli sorry,i noe wat i say here is useless,bt beside telling u sorry at here,i donnoe where can i express it out.I donnoe whether u stil concern bout my blog,bt stil,i wan to say,
I dare not facing u,without any reason.
Maybe i noe too much and i worried too much
I hope u can tolerate me,if reli cant,thn its okay
Becoz is my fault,im nt blaming anyone
When i ready,i will do bak wat supposingly i would do.
I swear,i never mad u be4,believe or not believe ,is up to u....
Is just my self problem..
I need to manage well my emotion first
So if can, juat allowed me hav some times.
To solve the ties that tied inside my heart
Useless Leong shujen

2011年11月21日星期一

我懂了我其实已经看穿很久的事情
只是我每次都以玩笑来表达
其实我很谢谢你,至少我问了,你很尊重我的回答
我一点都不伤心不生气
因为每个人都有自己的权利
曾经,我也有过你的立场
我不是那种野蛮的人
我们是很好很好的朋友,一点都不上我们的感情,因为你没骗我
我不想到最后,我还是被瞒在谷里的那一个,
喜欢就去,去争取,说不定,她就是你的
人有时真的不能太执着,占有率太强就是在霸道,不属于你的,你根本没资格
等你准备好了就放胆去吧,通知我一声就好,不是要过问我,只是让我知道,不要然我什么都不懂那就好了,
如果因为我,成为你的绊脚石,我希望你真的不要那么想,要是你那样子,我会更恨我自己
我宁愿不要去当这个绊脚石,自己得不到的,我不会去阻止别人
我很认真,也是说真的,我只希望,到最后,我不是被瞒的哪一个,就够了
朋友你对我的体谅,你顾虑我的感受,我都心领了,真的,不需要在我面前受约束,不需要在我面前伪装,更不要让我发现你骗我,坦白就好,我能接受,也许会痛,曾经我也是那个角色
没错,的确是我搞砸,一手搞砸,我需要时间
伤了你,对不起
也许你觉得我比你好受,那是也许

2011年11月20日星期日

There are rare chances that u'll meet the person u love and who loves u in return
Don take it too serious
That is life=)
临晨3点半
街上的车好少
几个小孩骑着摩多
街上的风吹啊吹
好冷,真的很冷

2011年11月18日星期五

I noe the feeling of that,
whoever need me,and i will be around=)

2011年11月14日星期一

哈哈哈哈

雨过天晴~
自己乱乱想很不对~
哈哈谢谢你那么坦白=)
真的弄到你pekcek很不好~
习惯还是真心,值得去斟酌~
可是不需要刻意去,因为时间久了,就会知道
Time is trutch of fren~
现在在那里猜测也是多余~
以为自己很懂,其实自己在无理取闹就有~
好啦,blogger从开就代表什么鬼都没有,
一开始就没有,自己皮在痒哈哈~~~

2011年11月9日星期三

Sad

What is my problems?Why is nt wat im expected?Although after convert there will be no much differences,bt i reli reli reli felt sooooo down,just like when im taking my spm results,i reli hate this kind of feelings..
Packing my emotion,Ms Modulus said let urself sad sekejap sudah boleh,don too long,
K.thks to u keep cheering me up,bt im reli didn compare my marks wif u,i just felt disapointed why i get such a low grades,i noe u oso dissapointed in ur results too.Maybe reli nid luck and this world is unfair sometimes......YA WE ARE NOT JELOUS ING PPL,seriously~Is just why and what is the things that goes wrong,Mr Choo reli *awesome*,1stly i tot he was quite good,bt recently his performance was.....*&*((*&^^))@@!?!!...
He didn even distribute bak our paper==
When ur expectation become higher,u will nt longer wan to aim a satisfied results,in fact u will greedy and aim the best marks tat u can achieve!
Work hard ~Im Modulus ing .....haha~

2011年11月2日星期三

种豆得豆,种花得花~

是的,的确很切题的一个标题~世界定律就是这样,你今天不跟上步伐,你明天就得跑,你明天不跑,就是自己懒=)失败了怨不了人~第一个sem的我就是这样不争气,自己以为很容易,结果,fail一科,跌伤了,重重地伤,所以这个sem我稍微改变了我的读书方式,而临床试验,它非常有效,就是努力温习,不要偷懒~哈哈哈,就那么简单~看你要不要付出而已,没有读不会的东西,一切只是时间问题,遇到困难,朋友很好很好~
谢谢chanwei,真的~
最近tingfang越来越厉害了~很惊讶,但也在预料之中,因为我们都懂痛,都反省了~
我是有点懒还是,可是,只要对时机付出,那就种豆得豆,种花得花~
我想拿3.5,可能对有的人来说,很简单,可是我觉得我比较有可能能拿到3.5,我真的希望自己可以更好~所以我要加油=)modulus 哈哈哈~这个很厉害,positive remain positive,all negative become positive either~i hope my life will be positive all the way~rite Ms modulus xDD Sry stalk ur word haha~