I don wan to explain further.
Im used to being misunderstood.
It just a joke why u wan like that? Hmm

different of degree and foundation is
u ask me to acc u,even i got exam 2moro i still will on
yet nw,is changed.
nt u and me
is circumferences dnt blame is growth~

why misundertood me again?reli speechless.

We are infected by our own misunderstanding of how our own minds work. 
(y)

i reli don hav that mean.

If u wan to misunderstood then i cnt do anything oso~

Is very sienz dy,then u gv me a more sienz thing.i don wan to find u this few days le.sienz

I tot hw good we are,naive.

No one give me a shit when i need someone.
The one i owez rely on ,said she gt many assignments ,she nid to spend her time with her new gang
Aiks. Not her fault.Humanity and wrong timing. Nt mind,bt just dissapointed and sienz owez decline dating.
The one i owez hoping for reply,she nvr reply when im waiting for her reply.Aiks she owez like that too,bt make me looks stupid like im thicked face and reli like an idiot.
The one who i think can go out. Thy stil the same,assignment. Thy can spend their time with me,bt in a rushing condition.Aiks suan le don wan make them difficult.
 To be conclude.timing wrong.I just wan to find someone i can hang out hang out wif me,it seem so difficult

The one i think that she will nvr abandon me,slowly she started to hav new friends and maybe i think she will nt spend all her time wif me anymore.Im not angry.i not mind.im just hav a conclusion that u wont be my side anytime when i need u. And when i nid u u will nt be the 1st who appeared .Unless u are free coz i don like the feel being rejected especially we are bestfren,i cant mad u becoz u are important to me and u do nthing wrong .The feeling is just very nt tasty. I don wan to make her difficult oso.since i cant mix in their conversation.we will date up when u are totally free.



Im just nagging.This is my blog and i hav the right to do so.No right or wrong.
The oly who cares and nvr abandon me is JESUS <3

I think i fall in love wif u
Now i realized ) U are better than someone else

Im back ^^

Yeah Im officially Degree In Chemical Engineering NOW!
那难熬的Foundation真的让我尝到UTAR真的不是开玩笑的难
其实在先修班时想放弃的念头真的很多，几乎对自己的读书ability失去信心


Im glad that i stil got alot of relatives, friends who encouraged me Not to give up
And Thks god,PRAY IS WORKS,Must trust it
宗教是你的依靠，你必须相信，尊重



Many favourite memories in foundation times
I've met many new frens in my foundation times,visiting their hometown,fooling around ......
And now
Im hoping that i will goes smoothly in my degree life.




Im sooooo pround becoz im engineer,chemical engineer which the field  i've been
decided to be;)
Everyone pursue ur dream!

男人要大方.)
女人也不可以太小气.)
最近大家都很忙，很久没看见你了.)
会好的，时间问题吧
只要一方主动，另一方接受，
我们主动了，珍不珍惜
至少我们踏出了第一步
尽了本分
就这样 吧

相爱容易相处难
珍惜;)
往往不要觉得自己很委屈，因为另一方的人只会嘲笑你，说你虚伪
沉默是金，说好听，就是不会解释，说多错多
难听，就是不愿接受，认错
习惯了，无所谓，从一个，变成2个，3个，4个
是时候反省了吧?性格没得变
不合，就包容
深深觉得，需要那么多花样?
难不成就一定要当hero?
那天，短短几分钟，被你们真的搞砸了，无奈，真的无奈



Heroin also will scare?Isn't like that night?
U never know we are worrying;)
Alright,we wrong then
Sorry to make a heroin unhappy

别说一套，做一套
别人没看到
我们，清清楚楚，明明白白
感受到
Don't make us.especially :me: laugh

FRUSTRATED

我有一种说不出来的感觉
真的不会讲
是怎样?
最近很不寻常
不是故意，就是累
可是再怎样讲，我的确不应该这样
也许那时有抱怨，可是现在真的没有
我真的有很忏悔
你就不要每次旧事从提，像老阿婆似的;D
真真真的有在忏悔有没有，

无所谓，我可以成为介入者，second party，你们大家开心就好=)

Friday
We 2 goin cs watching movie
We donnoe each other well
Bt we talk so much
I tot we will having communication problem
I scare awkard
Bt seem tat everything goin smoothly and i very enjoy it=)
It an unique team
We never went out before,talking face to face nt more than ten times
We are just message pal o.O
Hahaha Bt very enjoy,u talk so much,so talkative!
你，做我的信息对象=)ok?~

一个人在外面走了一整天，放空思想，我到底要的是什么?
谁可以给我一个方向?自己扛了很多不必要的烦恼，我有自己的想法，可是我不是很敢表达
你们支持我，给我决定，我却决定不来，我很乱

一个有心要瞒你的人，就算你问他，他也只会圆另一个谎来敷衍你，不管他的用意是好是坏，

往往很多事情，不知道比知道来得好，人都是这样

不想懂，潜意识却很想去知道，越是神秘，就越想去懂，结果就自己失望

所以说i，既然懂了答案，偏偏对方给了你一个谎，你去辨别，但因为他有心要骗你，哪怕你说中了，他还是会大大力的反驳，到最后，你还是吃亏的那个，不是吗?

一句话说，看穿，但不说穿，真的恰到好处

知道答案的考卷纸，答案写对了，老师还是给你错，你能怎样?

你不能怎样，因为你是学生，他是老师

就是这样

没有错

I found out that my lifestyle changed since i bak from kl
Nw i eager exercise ing,and i reli reli relay playing basketball at night
我真得很想运动~
以前没有事做，会想到打dota，现在一没有事，就会想打篮球~哈哈~
我要很健康的过我的masa lapang，
Im along yeah im along
Im nt puppet

Dont act stupid things Leong ShuJen,people don like ok?
Know to control urself
I jealous la!Why u guys can always stick together and take so much of photos?
Previously im the frequent show out person in ur album==I rarely miss the gatherings or activities u guys organised,bt this year,i reli miss so much lo==
Anyway,luckily at kl oso make many frens,and can share joyful wif me too
Bt i reli miss the time tat spend with u all
Nvm,Im sincerely hoping our frenship wont change,I didn find u guys doesnt mean tat i hav forgotten u all==REALLY lol
U guys are the person who light up my life~
All of u hav occupied space in my memories,all of u are my best pal~
Im reli glad,tat i hav sooo much of frens,
Im facing final 2moro,reli suck,but after tat,im holiday ing!!!!!Hurray~Fast fast!im challenging u !

Everyone struggling for final exam,why i stil hav the right to sleep util 1pm then wake up!yesterday like tat oso, promise today i wan wake earlier,bt why i cant make my promise?I very pekcek nw,baru Bangun,i surfing fb,c all the utarian comment,must study nw,stil don wan off line?Its very late le must study..THose kinds of comments,and then receive Ky call,i just woke up,thy already prepared to go mcd study le.Why i so useless?I slp until so late!If i woke up earlier,i wont wasting time!PEER PRESSURE U NOE?!I have a super duper awful feelings nw!i donnoe wat i wan to do next!I wish to study maths,bt seem bio is more urgent compared to maths,i wan to study maths,i realized i should study new chapter sin or revise bak the previuos chapters,when i decide to read the new topics,i found out that i don hav the notes!when i found out he notes,i didn completed the lecture notes!!!Argghhh,hopeless!ppl studying the textbook a Leong Shu Jen!!!!!U ?Even study lecture notes oso cant done well!!!!!!!!!Ok fine,then i say,nvm la go print out lo,rite?I didn hav so much cash in my wallet nw,means i wna go ss2 mall atm ing then goin bak to kamsheng there print!Arggh,i very lazy to do that!!!I very pekcek!!!!!!!I noe nw i just wasting my time nagging here pekcek there!bt i reli LOST.Totally lost for temporary!I nid to calm down==A very small thing,i mess it,i owez like tat!Fuck!

不上fb，打部落，因该可以吧?


我知道我自己真的很差，是的，很差


Im the worst


18岁，该有的我都没有，我从来都不埋怨我的家人，我觉得他们很很很伟大


如果你家人是超级有钱，那他们供你读书，是简单的事，也是很幸福


但如果你家人是那种很幸苦的供你，只为你有出头天，那孩子因该好好珍惜，因为这一切，都是他们辛苦做工，给你读书的！


我不是富有的人，我家庭没有那些像你们一样，有多余的钱，我没有能力要求父母给我太多，我更不想要求他们给我太多，因为他们给我的，真的是太多太多，就算我被你看不起，那又怎样?或许小时候，会生气，为什么别人有，我没有?可是，我现在真的很自豪，我爸妈就是这样，那又怎样?没钱又怎样?现在我可能很差，我和你们比起来，我什么都没有


我相信，后天的努力，有一天，我去shopping mall，别人看到我，就会招待我，名牌店会为我而开门，助理会对我亲切微笑


我会给我家人，最好的一切


我会给我未来的另一半，一个好好的体贴


我是穷，可是我会modulus 自己，现在我什么都没有，我会伤心，会自卑，那是一定的


可是时间久了，我一定会变成一个可以对家人，负起责任的男人!我要当上流社会的人，我不要给你们看不起，我拿什么和你们比?


但我有爱我的家）还有我的好朋友们~